haz

2007-11-28T21:47:00.000+08:00

Hello people,

I have officially moved to LJ 3000 years ago. (Yeah, it was that long.)
I have no idea why and I do miss Blogger terribly because it's super user-friendly. Hmm.
But I don't want to change back to Blogger. I'll definitely miss designing blogskins. ):

On a brighter note, people, I'm getting promoted. Yeay, but I'm so not ready.

PS. Oh find my LJ. (:
Or you can just ask me.

2007-08-24T00:49:00.000+08:00

Thanks for making the rest turn their backs against us. We couldn't have asked for more.

They wanted us to feel bad. It affected us so much, we cried. Did they cry because of what we did? No.
Congratulations. I cried, I'm failing. You're winning. You WON. Isn't that what you want.

"I just want you to realise your mistakes."
I think you don't understand when we said 'Sorry'.
Let me explain.
When we said that word, it meant we realised our mistakes and felt really guilty about it.
And you said, as a friend you cared about us.
Hah, and you made us cry. Well done.

The Feeling Of Guilt.

2007-08-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

I always seem to be sleepy on Fridays. To sum it all, when school started, I couldn't wait for it to end. Literally did a countdown. Don't tell me I'm silly, I'm sure others do it too.

I feel really really guilty. I wished I wasn't in the library, sitting with them in the first place. All we wanted was to see how fast it spreads, we didn't really want to hurt them or anything. I really wish they were bad friends, who would left me to be in that situation. But it wasn't. The truth, what they did or said really touched me, and I feel really really guilty now. I felt like I have played with their trusts. Some would be sporting enough to take it as a joke, but I know that's not the case for all. I know, you'll feel disappointed. I'm sorry.

Am I such a bad person?

2007-07-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

I'm supposed to update eons ago. But I couldn't find a way to upload the photos since my USB is gone, and that doesn't make me in the mood to post any entries.

Nope, I still havent get the photos, but just a quick update.

11 July 2007

That was the day when Sarah invited me to the Harry Potter and the Order Of Phoenix Gala Premiere. It was such a coincidence because before that, I was in school and Revv, Sylvia, Mojo and I were trying to figure out the name of Voldermort's serpent. I knew it started with the letter N and Revv said it was something like Nadini. We even tried asking around but no one could remember.

So I asked sarah and in an instant she replied 'Nagini'. It was such a hilarious moment because we couldn't stop trying to recall the name and it took us minutes and sarah could do it in a matter of seconds.

During Chemistry practical, I've got calls from Sarah (Of course I couldn't pick up! And sorry Sylvia, I misread the name and thought it was you who's calling me! I have no idea why I thought of that although you were just a few benches away from me.)

After school, which ended at 5.10pm, I found that Sarah, that luck-aye, won tickets for the premiere! I agreed to accept sarah's invitation! Yes, was at Shaw Lido by 6.30pm? Sarah claimed her tickets at 7pm and we went up to look around.

The atmosphere is really, really different. People dressed up for the Gala and I thought I overdressed! We found a few Cosplayers too! I couldn't remember who they dressed up as except I knew there was a Harry Potter and Professor Trelawney!

I bumped into Dina and Nazifah there, who were watching the show too.

The show was okay. I gave it a 3 stars, which Sarah said was harsh. Haha.
I just am NOT satisfied with the show. I guess I expected too much.

Funny thing about premieres are that people clapped before the show, during the show and after the show. Sarah commented that maybe the cameraman is behind the screen and will reveal himself to bow.

12 July 2007

The Chemistry retest wasn't a test at all. The questions are exactly copied from the Summer Test. And she left us alone for the whole period. That was around 6pm? We were released at 7pm.

Sili, Huiyi and I decided to walk around Causeway. SIli and Huiyi were pissed off due to family matters. They were confused and angry at the same time. I told them that wasn't possible, but I got it after they told me what bothered them. The plan to walk around Causeway was a way for Sili and Huiyi to avoid going home. As for me, I was waiting for Yanwen.

My mum called to say they were fetching us, and by the end of the conversation , I was pissed because I didn't know why they couldn't tell me earlier. Huiyi said I didn't sound angry at all and I told her I couldn't feel angry with them since they were fetching me. I realised what they meant by feeling confused and angry at the same time.

My dad sent Yanwen home, had dinner, home.

Yanwen didn't attend school in the morning because she had dental appointment. Two of her teeth had to be plucked out. She felt very, very emotional that day.

13 July 2007

I had dance, it was fun.

14 July 2007

I didn't attend the weekly COP at the kindergarden. Revv didn't go so I was lazy.
I do miss Quintina and Asyiqin.

I watched Harry Potter & TOoP for the second time with my family. I caught on and understood the movie better.

17 July 2007

Morning PE was fun. We didn't anticipate the incoming muscle cramps later during the day. Every girls who took Fitness that morning was groaning and moaning when they sat down or climbed down the stairs.

A Level's Mother Tongue Listening Comprehension wasn't easy. I was feeling very tired because I went home to get some rest before coming back. My leg went numbed a few times.

18 July 2007

The leg wasn't any better, and worse, I have dance in the afternoon. Chengyee and I had to hold the pain. To add to the muscle cramps, we have some blue-blacks here and there too. Sylvia called it Dance Torture.

19 July 2007

Was real happy when my module class was cancelled! (:
There were more time for me to study for Kinetics and Periodicity Chemistry test.
P.E was cancelled because Mr Wong wasn't in school. No one wanted to play any Games. Chengyee and I wasn't in the studying mood, so we found some space in school to practice dance.

2007-07-19T00:06:00.001+08:00

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2007-07-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

Actually, I have 1001 things to say and update about, but without photos, I'm not motivated to do so. I can't see to find my USB cable so that I can transfer the photos over. That's bad, my phone is unable to store too many photos and I will have to delete them soon. Bad.

2007-07-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

This is sad :(
"Somebody Should Have Taught Him"Retold by: Jane Watkins,
"Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul"

I went to a birthday party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink at all,
So I had a Sprite instead.
I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
That I didn't choose to drink and drive,
Though some friends said I should.
I knew I made a healthy choice and,
Your advice to me was right,
As the party finally ended,
And the kids drove out of sight.
I got into my own car,
Sure to get home in one piece,
Never knowing what was coming,
Something I expected least.
Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
"The kid that caused this wreck was drunk."
His voice seems far away.
My own blood is all around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
"This girl is going to die."
I'm sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high,
Because he chose to drink and drive,
That I would have to die.
So why do people do it,
Knowing that it ruins lives?
But now the pain is cutting me,
Like a hundred stabbing knives.
Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom
Tell daddy to be brave,
And when I go to heaven,
Put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have taught him,
That it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his mom and dad had,
I'd still be alive.
My breath is getting shorter,
I'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
And I'm so unprepared.
I wish that you could hold me Mom,
As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say,
I love you and good-bye.
MADD (Mothers Against Drunk Drivers) is hoping to get 5,000 signatures on this.

Oh I did cry.

HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHOENIX

2007-07-11T00:38:00.000+08:00

I JUST GOT BACK FROM SHAW LIDO.
I JUST WATCHED HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHOENIX.
SARAH WON TWO TICKETS TO THE GALA PREMIERE AND INVITED ME.
I AM SO HAPPY.

I told you I can write a Haiku. (:

2007-07-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

Hey, I won't be so active at Blogspot anymore. LJ's my shit now.

But, I wont delete this blog, I may come back here once in a while since it holds so many memories. See, it dates back to Sunday, 15 august 2004.

"w3es` hAz.. creAtedd a neww one f0rr y0uux` mUst be h0noUr3dd kAyyx.. xPp
l0lx`"

__((.lu0lingg.))__

Yes, that's my dear Luoling who doesn't type like that no more. Haha, I shan't laugh. After all, I used to do the same! (:

2007-06-27T14:52:00.000+08:00

Thanks difficult maths test, you are so over.
I hope the teachers have a nice time marking my paper because I didn't arrange it in numerical order!

Ha, ha. It's something I do to please myself.

2007-06-25T21:20:00.000+08:00

Dear Teachers,

As the ink touches the paper, my life is nearing the end. That explains the clean-and-blank pages of my Chemistry paper. I don't want to take the risk and die early. I hope you understand. Sorry for the inconvenience caused.

Your student,
Hazwani

2007-06-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

Just a quick update.

I studied at Sylvia's place last Thursday, went to my nenek and nya's houses on saturday, and shopped around at Geylang On Sunday.

God I love my parents, for non-obvious reasons, I just felt like letting it out.

Oh oh! I've got an almost beyond awesome dream on Wednesday night! If only I didn't wake up at that point of time. Oh well, Luoling and Yanwen, shusshhh, okay?

Haha!

Tests on Monday marks the start of Term 3. I'm going swimming on Thursday after my last paper at Anthea's place. I may be going Zoo with the kids on Sunday. (I want to go R Class too!)

And currently, I'm pisssseeeddd off with Taufiq, don't ask.

2007-06-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

I'm not ready for Summer Test, boo hoo.

There's mother tongue and chemistry tomorrow. Holidays are over, so shi-at. I didn't study econs at all.

I hope I don't fail, or at least not too badly.

2007-06-19T15:32:00.000+08:00

I have exactly 17 minutes before they will auto. signed out. I'm using the lib. comp. Mine's dead. No, the connection's dead.

See ya.

2007-06-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

Hello world,
I can't make it to Anthea's house tomorrow. No, I want to go swimming, I think. Hahaha. Sylvia. Revv and Mojo are going to go for a swim at her place. It's been ages since I stepped into a swimming pool (Read: Swimming Pool, not the sea.).

AMKSS's ROD tomorrow! I guess it doesn't matter what event they're having. I just need an excuse to go back to AMKSS and reminisce the times. (: I just love AMKSS just too much. And the people I'm going there with makes me feel more loved than ever. I can't wait to see Sofiah and Mas!

I am going to study with Cindy, Yanwen and Luoling (if she can wake up!) tomorrow at 9 at Mac at the park. Yanwen needs to find present for her sis at AMK Hub. I should try finding one for my mum, too. Hmm, what does my mum need?

The parade's starting at 5 in the evening (Is it considered late afternoon or evening?). I shall be there by 4pm! I'm uber kaypoh, and want to see the Part As whom I haven't see yet. (:

Well, today I studied at Yishun BK with Cindy, Luoling and Yanwen. Cindy and I were photo-crazed. I shall post the photos soon.

I did maths! (:

2007-06-12T00:00:00.000+08:00

So on Wednesday night, I had to go home from chalet because Emergenetics Workshop was on the next day. I must say that it wasn't such a total waste of time. I think I had 12 minutes of fun, doing the puzzle pieces thingamee.

Sylvia and I waited for MingXuan at the bus stop before coming up to my house. Ah, Project Study Sleepover is awesome! Fisrt day wasn't much of a study session because everyone was sooo tired. So we watched HSM and Bring It On instead.

On Friday, we woke up at 10plusam? We could have woken up later, but we needed to fetch Revv from the SBW MRT. Had breakfast at Cavana and then headed back to my house. Revv, Sylvia and I studied while MX watched the television. I wasn't feeling well, so I couldn't concentrate much. In the evening, we went to Mac to have our dinner. Revv went home.

It was great fun hanging around with them! Haha, we danced to HSM and sang to their songs till we tire ourselves crazy.

Saturday morning, Mingxuan woke up earlier because she had to attend the Flash workshop at Tiong Bahru. Sylvia and I met Revv at Woodlands MRT at 9.30am to attend our Kids COP. Both Quintina (I still owe her stickers and chocs.!) and Asyikin didn't come today! ): And Bernard may not be coming anymore! I kind of miss him calling me Baby!

Ate our lunch at Banquet. Collected my handphone. After that, we waited for MX at my house. Around 4 in the afternoon, we met her at SBW MRT. Passed her her bags. Syl, Revv and I took the bus from Woodlands Interchange to Revv's house.

Syl's fascinated by the rocking chair?

Studied, and watched Agent Cody Banks. The first few hours of the night was a restless one. I think because of the wind blowing into my face, literally. Haha. So I changed my sleeping position and it was better after that.

Next morning, we cooked our own breakfast!

Syl Auntie making breakfast.

Chocolate Pancake! HA HA.

Breakfast, Yeap, it's Mushroom Soup. Yummy.

Studied for a few hours before making lunch. Ate and watched Cadet Kelly.
LUNCH! Spaghetti with mushroom soup!

Oh, Revv has this 'Dancing' mat, but instead of the normal four directions, it's four circles in a row. It's much easier!

The mat.

That's not all, she also has this Boxing game and you really have to wear the gloves and box!

Syl again, boxing. Oh she's the Boxing Champ! Haha, cause she imagined herself boxing a certain baby of a kangaroo,

Then we comtinued studying and playing till 6pm. Went out to Compass Point to get dinner. Wak Misah was working! I had discount but it was so much, I couldn't believe it myself. Haha. Bought food for supper from Cold Storage.

Went back to Revv's house. Had dinner while watching Shrek 2. Cooked supper (Pizza, Nuggets and Fries!)

I finally bought ANYTHING! Oh, it's coke.

Then my dad came and fetched me because he said he wants me to visit the Dental the next day. ERGH. It was supposed to be a 3-night stay and I stayed only for a freaking one night! Never mind. And my dad didn't even make appointment. In the end, he made one at 3pm.

Oh, my memory card was locked by itself when I tried to put it in my hp last Thursday. That afternoon, my dad went back to Nokia Centre to try unlock it but to no avail. I went there again after my dental appointment, and it's fixed. Thanks to my dearest dearest cousin, Kak Hasinah! She messaged me to come down when I'm free and she will try reformatting it, and although I had to wait for 2-3 hours, it's pretty worth it. (:

Going Science Centre tomorrow. A bio programme. Can't wait. Will be celebrating my parents' anniversary after that, at Royal Plaza! Yeay. Food, glorious food!

2007-06-04T17:27:00.000+08:00

The entry for yesterday is posted at LJ. Haha, go search youself.

2007-05-31T21:58:00.000+08:00

Don't you just love love GSS?

I just got home. My family and I went to Causeway to eat at Banquet. We just had to walk around and shopped abit.

And I found a pair of jeans my size at the erm, Kids Section. How embarrasing. I had to line up for the Fitting Room with a few parents with their kids.

Rented some VCDs and bought BK for supper. Yeay, happy holiday! (:

I'm fixing up a blog at Livejournal. It's not entirely done yet. Meanwhule, watch this space, will ya.

2007-05-30T15:06:00.001+08:00

Watched Pirates Of the Caribbean with Chengyee, Azirah and Revv.
Took neoprint which turned out to be a bad one for me. I'm so sorry, it's such a waste! Hahaha, and Azirah, please stop laughing! God, I miss her already and she won't be attending school till next week if I'm not wrong.

Holidays are not much of a holiday anyway.
I'm still waking up at 6.15am, to get ready for school.
I guess I'm getting much better adapting to that school.
My eyes do stray. I will have to smile when I spot him. *He's so cute!*
(I sound stuuupid!)
Ah, love the people around me and the class.
Well, except for a specific language class.

Nad and Su, we have got to meet up for lunch soon!

I met Sofiah for a while. Eons since I last met her and she looks so adorabl-y cute! Hahahahaha! Miss her so much! <3

:) I've got a wide smile whenever I think of the existance of our non-visible relationship. :)

2007-05-30T14:38:00.000+08:00

PISCES FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20

The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.

2007-05-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

Thanks to our wonderful estate agent, Miss Yeo Sili, Mingxuan and I have succeed in finding an apartment at Admiralty. (:

This was during AMKsians Family Day at Sentosa on the 31st Mar 2007.

Oh, ignore them. They were acting out scenes from Baywatch.

Credits: Mojo

This was taken at Woodlands's funfair. Haha, last Monday, Luoling, Mingxuan and I took the roller coaster ride. It was a not-that-thrilling-less-than-five-minutes ride. I was focusing on my camera phone so much. I just remembered bumping into MX alot. And she was sitting at the corner, so she was squashed between me and the side. Haha.

Mingxuan found this bottle of 36 small little ducklings and we've decided to give it as a gift to Big Fat Didi. It will be shared among 6 of us (MX, Haz, Luoling, Yanwen, YanBin and Sher.) and a word will be written on the ducklings each. She will have to rearrange the ducks to decipher the message. LOL! I think they're so cute, I placed them on my shelf. I may consider keeping them there. Kidding, kidding.

2007-05-05T19:50:00.000+08:00

Hey,
I'm at my grandmother's house.
LOL, with my cousins and aunts and uncles.

So cool, I may be watching Spiderman 3 later. We'll see.

Love ya all. What a bimbotic post. I think it is.

2007-05-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

30th April 07

Chengyee and me.

And we teased Azirah abit, when she wasn't there. But we showed her this photo, LOL!

Luoling without braces! (: Oh yeah, and she is very happy about it. How did you guess?

And the rose from Revv! (: It was eons ago.
Oh and the second photo has a fake rose at the bottom. I made that for Mas! (:

2007-05-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

Joey and Me. Before Service Learning Lecture.

Sylvia, candid.

Her NBC wallet!

Look at what Revv did!

And Azirah too!

Tsk, my hands were the drawing paper for the day.

Maths test was ultimate shit. I made careless mistakes for the whole paper!

And Sylvia's boy called me kaypoh. ): Hah.

2007-04-29T14:20:00.000+08:00

I really miss the feeling.
But when it's gone, it's really gone.
Absence sure does make the heart fonder.
I don't like it!

2 months since school started. I can't believe I'm still feeling sooo insecure.

2007-04-23T21:22:00.000+08:00

HEY, yes I'm back. And I did not left this space for too long right? I just updated last week!

Today wasn't such a bad day. Mother tongue was awesome, because Cikgu didn't come. Such luck only comes once in blue moon! So Adz, Sak, Hilmi and I played some games which were interesting and frustrating all at the same time. It really depends on whether you know the game, seriously.

Black Magic not only come in black but in all sorts of colours. Hahaha, Adz got it in the end, with a great big hint from me. Sak will have to wait for a while. (: Unless Adz decided to tell you that is. So be nice to her.

After school, Mojo, Luoling and I decided to rush down to AMKSS. All the way from Innova, so you should see our reactions when we found out that we couldn't take our stinking 'O' level certificate. The reason that they gave us was that the person holding the key has left. What bullshit. They told us that office would be close at 5.30pm. We reached at 5.20pm! I thought the clerk would at least feel sorry for us but there wasn't any sign of it shown on her face. New clerk anyway. I haven't seen her before.

Mas reached soon after. We invaded (We were able to do this because some vice-chair didn't surrender the key!) classroom 3/4 (07), our former classroom (3/4'06, 4/4'07). Left with lots of photos. In the foyer, at the parade square and of course, who can forget the girls' toilet. (:

Ate our dinner at new Mac. Hai, memories, don't you just love them. Both the good and bad.

Since it was Jasmine Liao Xiang Ting's birthday too, we got her an Apple Crumble from Mac and decided to surprise her, but she wan't at home, that birthday girl! Hahah. So we passed it to her dad.

*Thanks Mojo for cheering me up! And for the NBC card! Really appreciate it! (:

I LOVE MY FAMILY LA. AND IZWAN. <3

2007-04-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

Efforts can be seen, and I really appreciate them. (:

Ohh La and La. I have not been updating yet, properly, since the starting of school. You know the gist right, I mean there's like thousands of other bloggers of my age, who would have blogged about the same new stuffs.

Yes, I am referring to tutorials, lectures, and timetable. (You caught up so fast, babe.) So I guess I wouldn't have much to say left, except that I've got a few problems adjusting to MT class in the beginning, and I have many problems adjusting to the fast pace of lessons and the ever late ending of the days. (Mind you, I finish school at latest 5.40pm, excluding tests, which are mostly conducted after school and extra lessons.) Thank god, there's Friday and there's Hilmi and Yousoff, the Muslim guys in my class, so school ends at 12.40pm on that day! (:

Wednesdays aren't bad too. Everyone finishes at around 2.10pm since it is CCA day. I didn't take any CCAs on that day yet, but once I'm involved in Malay Cultural Society, goodbye Wednesday.

I have decided to join MCS as my first choice of CCA since they have malay dance and those who know me well, would have known malay dance is my thang since I was in primary school.

For those who have not known, I'm taking H2 biology, chemistry and maths. H1 econs, MT and GP, PW. It's my first choice, I wasn't sure if it was the right one. That was before I attended the Principal's Talk. So cliche and all that, but she brought up a phrase which got stuck to my head. It is 'You work hard to make it the right choice.' So let's say, you've got Business Management as your course, although you may not like it, you work hard to succeed, to achieve your diploma as an outstanding student. You work hard to make it the right choice.

2007-04-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

Eeeeeee, Azirah is so mean! I've got a broken heart (not heartbroken) because of her! LOL, told me that chem lab was cancelled and I was so happy for that 3 seconds. Ha, ha.

Wheeeeee, PW's so draaaaagy and urgh. I can't make my work even up to 100words, how can I fill it up to 400? Shitty.

2007-04-06T19:01:00.000+08:00

And she said 'Why can't go another day?'
And I thought 'Even if I were to go on another day, I can't go out today.'

What bullshiiittt.

It makes me miss my very best malay friend, alot.

2007-04-06T18:54:00.000+08:00

I think I haven't blog about my second time at KBox. We went to the new KBox at AMK. I forgot the date. It was the day we got our JAE results. On the 9th March? I guess.

Actually, I don't want to blog much, cause i'm not in my blogmood yet. So I should just put up the photos.

2007-03-26T20:05:00.000+08:00

I shall post a photo of the rose I took from Rev soon. Haha, it's dying anyway.

2007-03-26T19:52:00.000+08:00

This was on the 28th of Feb.
I forgot what we (Sarah, Luoling, Yanwen and I) were doing at City Hall. LOL.

Dinner @ Thai Express. Service was lagging. Really. Otherwise, everything's awesome.

2007-03-26T19:44:00.000+08:00

This was on the 22th of Feb. It was also the first day of work at Swissotel for me and Luoling.

Mas, Cindy, Yanwen, Luoling and I ate our lunch at Secret Recipe.

I thought Perrier was liquor. Haha.

B.FRIENDS!

After work.

See, Citylink is sooooo empty at midnight.

2007-03-26T19:42:00.000+08:00

This was on the night of our O level results.

2007-03-26T19:39:00.000+08:00

This was during IJC funfair.
It was on the 10 of Feb by the way. (:

2007-03-08T22:14:00.000+08:00

What was I thinking? H2 for Chemistry, Maths and Bio? I wasn't myself that time.

Orientation was fun! I'm in Aesther Tribe. My clan is P.D. It stands for Primosomething Deities. LOL, it was too long I don't bother remembering it. (: But I felt bad cause I dropped my plastic cup of water and WE HAD TO LOSE. I Am Such A Spoiler.

Well, good luck to Kon Long. I hope you succeed in your interview to SAJC.

2007-02-13T19:38:00.000+08:00

9FEB2007

That's what we did.
I met Peixin and Yanwen at Khatib MRT in the morning. Trained down to TPY interchange where we waited for Luoling. She was late, so she cabbed down to TPY interchange. We took 142 and set our way to SAJC. In the bus, Luoling, Yanwen and I passed by SAJS, and we asked Peixin and her friend if that was SAJC. What we didn't know was that we were loud enough to be heard by the couple in front of us. Yea, they turned and looked at us.

We had to walk through SAJS to get to SAJC. Peixin brought us to the toilet near Library.

We stayed there till Wenxuan and the another girl came to fetch us. They told us that the
Prinicpal made an announcemet saying that the students should not play host to the crashers. I
guess someone let it be known to them that we were there.

They brought us to library but it wasn't open so we went back to the toilet.

It wasn't exactly comfortable but it gave much more comfort than straying around the school, waiting to be caught.

At 820am, we found ourselves seating in the library. Yanwen and I played Sudoku while Luoling read her book. At 9am, Wenxuan came and brought us to Chemistry lecture.

Chemistry lecture, although I hate to admit it, was god-fricking boring.I almost fell asleep. And
mind you, Chemistry is still my favourite subject.

During break, Peixin came down to meet us at the Little Shop beside Popular. I got myself some biscuits and Ice Blended Fruit Punch.

Yanwen ate with Peixin while Luoling and I looked around, ahem, looking for eyecandy. Haha. We attended Maths lecture but skipped Econs lecture.

THIS POST WILL B UPDATED AND EDITED SOON. BLOGGER'S DYING ON ME.

2007-02-13T15:11:00.000+08:00

Why blogger won't let me blog?

2007-02-06T19:35:00.000+08:00

Crashing SAJC tomorrow. (:
Then off to Swissotel Human Resources Department to collect my pass.
Gee, I can start work by next week. (:

Friday is Dooms Day.
I have never anticipate how the day would be like.
Oh please, oh please! I know you love me God.
Heh. (:

Oh, passed the Bottled Tree Park everytime on the way to school.
The places is so called because..

Uhh? Bottle Trees? How cute.

Great view, actually.

And there were many many people on that Sunday afternoon. My mum doesn't like the sun, I think (:

IJC CRASH!
With the help of Mingxuan and her classmate, Yanwen and I managed to escape from being caught. It was planned that we were to hide in the toilet but some counselor chased us out.

So on the way to the ParadeSquare, I found another way to another toilet, but a teacher saw us and told us that we had to get in line first.

We joined a class which we chose IN RANDOM. The teacher there asked 'Are you sure you're in the right class?' Luckily, Yanwen asked a girl there where was Mingxuan's class. So we quickly apologised and joined MX's class.

Her form teacher pointed to us and asked the guy infront of Yanwen "How about them?" And the guy answered 'Newcomers.' Haha, that really helped alot! (:

After assembly, hid in another toilet, met Sarah, went to library and found some Official Crashers. Phiew, quite relieved by then.

Ate during break, attended maths and chemistry lectures, met Nira (read: (: ), talked real loads, library again, then to Causeway.

Some photos:

I'm kind of proud of my uniform, it's just so erm, green. (:

2007-02-05T00:34:00.000+08:00

The family and I went to IKEA @ Tampines yesterday.
We had to squeeze in the car.

Finally, finally, a new bookshelf for me. (:

My brother, the delivery man with no pay.

Next, we hopped over to Courts at Tampines.

I bought Aquamarine. It's a nice nice nice show! About friendship. (:

We ate at Box Bostro.

My parents ordered fish and chips.

My brother and I shared Dinosaur Leg Kid's meal.

See, the Turkey leg is the size of my hand.

Yummy. Headed home.

2007-02-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

I've got to pick my future.

2007-02-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

I Love Boys.. They're Stupid.

2007-01-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry if it doesn't sound sincere to you.
But the fact that you don't me well enough doesn't give you the audacity to assume.
Ahh, I shall give a little swing and let you fly off to Jupiter.

2007-01-22T00:48:00.000+08:00

On Thursday, I went Temasek Poly and Ngee Ann poly openhouses with Sarah.

On Friday, I crashed NYJC. Heaps of fun. Love the lecture hall feeling. Maths was too fast. (:

On Saturday, I went TP and NP openhouses (Read: Again) to accompany Yanwen. BAg was really heavy. Went to my grandmama's house after that.

2007-01-17T00:07:00.000+08:00

Tuesday 16 Jan 2007

I met up with Luoling at Woodlands MRT and we headed off to Republic Poly.
Their openhouse was oh-kay, but we had fun playing Sudoku and trying out which materials glow under backlight! (:

And we shopped in RP! Haha, it's the last place to shop on earth. We each bought a bag, at $30 each.

While waiting for Luoling earlier that day, I bought for my brother a dogtag chain and got myself a long necklace, which I really love by the way.

dogtag.

long necklace.

But I felt so bad splurging on myself so I decided to give the necklace, which I really love, to my mum.

And this is for Izwan. (:

See, so cute.

2007-01-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

12 Jan 2007

I met up with Nad and Su in the morning at Northpoint Mac to discuss our Madrasah project. It was pointless, all we did was cutting and pasting. They decided to go visit Su's workplace. Since I'm still very early to mee Mingxuan and Yanwen, they accompanied me walked aroung Yishun MRT. This Fashion at Yishun MRT does not have much variety. I tried to look at Nad's 13th reflection but chickened out at the last moment! Haha. And Su bought a nice, worthy top.

Walked to Nad's house where we rested for awhile before going back to Yishun interchange in the heavy rain. We took the bus there of course.

Sorry Mingxuan because you had to wait!

On the way to Yishun MRT with Yanwen, we bumped into Jamie, who goes to MI. She told us a very very lame joke, but it's nice to have a few laughs.

Took 852 to school! Ah, Dearest AMKSS. They painted the wall and hung up signs to show the way to offices and toilets. I left my gifts to the Malay Dancers in the locker. Then Mingxuan went around to ask the teachers to buy the Innova tickets.

Saw the cadets.

Our fav photo-taking spot, the Girls' toilet in school. (:

We made our way to J8, where it used to be our almost-everyday hangout after school. I miss the feeling! (:

Ate our lunch at Secret Recipe!

Yanwen with her Beef Lasagne.

Mingxuan with her Meatball Spaghetti.

Me and my Spaghetti Bolognaise and Ice Latte, which was abit too bitter in the beginning.

We decided to order dessert, Cheesecake Applesauce, which I think is the most appetizing meal yet. It is served nicely heated up, so the applesauce created a warm feeling in your mouth.

The Cheesecake left us wanting more, but we decided to try something else and settled on the Chocolate Walnut.

Peixin joined us later! Both of them shared their JCs experience. Ah, made me feel jealous!

Good food makes poeple happy! (:

We walked around to search gifts for Mingxuan's father's birthday and for my brother's birthday.

I bought for him an OP black tee in XL, which did not fit him.

2007-01-15T21:33:00.000+08:00

Secret Recipe! (:

2007-01-15T20:28:00.000+08:00

I hope Benji wins! (:

2007-01-15T18:18:00.000+08:00

8 Jan 2007

Vivo with Sarah and Yanwen.

We just noticed that there are trains to Sentosa.

Sarah at the wading pool. She was checking the reflection of her foot!

9 Jan 2007

A belated birthday dinner for Joyce at Seoul Garden in Taka.Met up with dear friends! (:
Mas, Joyce, Karen, Sofiah, Luoling, Yanwen and Cindy! Oh god, the dinner was $22.50 per person and I did not eat till satisfaction!

Our gift to her! (:

Happy belated birthday Joyce.

2007-01-13T12:57:00.000+08:00

I'v got a call from Frutta La Viva yesterday. I got called down for training but I delined. Haha, don't ask me why. It's complicated. I think.

2007-01-12T02:10:00.000+08:00

I just bought Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown off the net from SG. At a mere $10. Tell me that it's worth it, please.

2007-01-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

Heyho.

I'm real bored! :)
And I miss school (read: AMKSS) loads!

2007-01-09T03:12:00.000+08:00

because I had to tell Nad I was hungry,

hey miss murder,can i make beauty stay if i take my life? says:
u still hungry?
hey miss murder,can i make beauty stay if i take my life? says:
my hse gt mee maggi
hey miss murder,can i make beauty stay if i take my life? says:
cepat dimasak,sedap dimakan!

It's 3am in the morning, maybe the morning air did this to her.

2007-01-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

Bugis with Sarah! :)
Was pretty satisfied with my top and belt.

Headed to Vivo to check out Toastbox. Two new faces.
Gosh, I really miss the people there!
Xiaowen gave us discount! Haha, we shall continue to work there!
Saw Minghui too.

Elaine didn't recognise us that was why she didn't acknowledged us.
Haha, I had to wave infront of her face to get her attention!

Then we sat at the back of the cafe and said hie to Andy! He was surprised to see us at first.
As usual, Boo had to splashed water!

Andy came out to clear the rubbish and we got to chat abit.
The new guy came to clear the dishes and I think there were some rubbish which fell on the floor near us and he kept saying sorry.

Sarah said it was okay and explained to him that we used to work there so we know how it feels like! :) She even insisted on clearing the dishes, but the guy didn't let. I get to clear a table!

Then we said hie to He Pao, YuSuet and Yanwen.

Third floor Toastbox to look for King Of the East. :)
Wasn't there, clearly disappointed. Not me, her. *Points to Sarah.*

Walked around, bought stuffs. Met up with Yanwen, ate at LJS, and talked loads! :)

Reached home late, disappointed in myself. Ergh, felt so bad.

I have decided not to go for the sec1 trial.
Tomorrow's Joyce Belated Brthday Dinner.
One word, it starts with LA and ends with ZY.

2007-01-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

I prayed that his roh will be dirahmati Allah s.w.t.
I am going to miss my granpa.

I hope my grandma is well over there.

I love them both. :)

2007-01-01T00:58:00.000+08:00

On the 26th Dec, my cousin, Nabilah was over at my house so I asked her along to Sun Plaza to meet up with Cindy and Yanwen to get the stuffs for BBQ.

I was abit pissed off in the morning because it was planned to be a BBQ, but then they changed it to a dinner at Peixin's house since it was raining. I was fine with it, but I didn't agree to go. I mean, MX said not to bring any BBQ food, so it means we're going to eat the food cooked there? And I'm like what, the only Malay, and I can't expect Halal food prepared just for me.

Then I got a call from Cindy. She reached Sun Plaza already and was looking for me. However, I was still at home cause I already told her I wasn't going! And she said it was changed back to BBQ!

I got ready in a few minutes, went out and met Cindy. (Sorry for the long wait!) I bought my present, with Nabilah's help, while Cindy walked around. Then we headed to NTUC, where we met Yanwen and bought our stuffs.

At 3.30pm, we walked back towards Sembawang MRT and met the others. Cara, Sher, Jest were already there. Mingxuan's dad was going to send them to the park including Cindy. I was annoyed yet again. Yanwen, Peixin and I went back to my house to peel potatoes and prepare sandwiches. We only set off to the park at 5.30pm.

It was raining but that makes Indoor BBQ more uber cool! We made the fire under shelter. The charcoal started burning at only 7 to 8 at night? With the help of two I-dont-know-why-they-are-there guys.

Peixin's dad came down to pass her the Christmas gift and he helped around abit, made me miss my dad!

Then the exchanging of gift! Mine was from Cara! It's a candle, with turbine wchich makes the thingy spins! Damn nice! And it will cast a shadow of dancing figures if you are in a small room!
Yanwen got mine which is a full set of Winnie The Pooh's jug and cups.

Played with sparklers!
Haha, love that night!

2007-01-01T00:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

and Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha! :)

Poor Sarah, I hate whoever the customer was. She must be such a real bitch.

2006-12-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

Will update on the Christmas Barbeque on 26th Dec soon! :)

Acceptance Only Comes With Understanding

2006-12-14T20:54:00.000+08:00

Last Tuesday, my family, Izwan and I woke up extra early to have breakfast at Kampung near Sembawang Park. Later, we headed to Ikea @ Tampines! Haha, bought lots of unnecessary stuffs, although I didn't anticipate a total of $100plus.

We then headed to Changi Village to try out the famous Nasi Lemak, before going down to the seaside where you could see the airplane materializing from the same spot in the sky every 5 minutes.

Next, we were at my grandma's house. Ika, a toddler living opposite my grandma, came in and vplayed with Izwan. It's so weird because usually, Izwan would 'bully' us. But that day, he was bullied by Ika! I mean, he looked scared! Haha, once, my grandma said 'Ika, sayang adik, sayang adik', which actually means showing concern for him, and she hugged him! Haha! Whenever we hugged him, he would struggle to escape but he didn't! He just stayed still, with this no expression on his face, actually he kinda gaped, so maybe he was scared. LOL, how cute.

PAE Takers

2006-12-14T20:02:00.000+08:00

Congrats to all who got their PAE results today! Hope you guys are happy with it! :)

2006-12-09T19:20:00.000+08:00

I will update on my trip soon.

I MISS MY FRIENDS!

As some of you might have known, I quit my second job. Yes, I found one, did one day of work and I think I had enough of that. Haha, but that was before Yanwen told me that she had found a job at Paragon too, then I might have consider keeping it.

All I did on my first day at Motion Sports was to label the pool er, what-you-call-the-stick thingy? Yeah. That and I've got a backache from bending over too much. At first I thought it will be great since Ngee Ann City is just opposite meaning, I can have lunch with Mas and Jas. However, I don't like the shop that much, although alot of caucasians stopped by alot. (Cute guys!) And I don't really like labelling so much.

That was Tuesday. Today was supposed to be my second day of work, but I didn't go. HAHA. Anyway, Suhaili's friend's Sherril told said she quit after a day of work, now I guess I know why.

And I'm feeling sick, not physically. Because I had alwqays done it but never getting it, I don't know, does is seem unfair that another gets the credit?

Worse Case Of School Sick

2006-12-03T14:21:00.000+08:00

I miss school.

Wealth for those who Share

2006-12-03T13:19:00.000+08:00

I know I haven't been updating much, and most importantly, I haven't been uploading photos. That doesn't mean I'm going to upload them now. Oh well, maybe.

From Thurday, 30 Nov till Saturday, 2 Dec, Suhaili and I have been attending our job training for Healthwise. It was quite enjoyable, really. With all the other friends I've made, it wasn't much of the word 'training'. Anyway, they shouldn't use that word. I mean, I've grown used to NCC trainings that I felt weird using it for this job courses. Not that I don't know that the meaning is different. Well, you get the drift.

On the first day of training, I met my friend from TKGS, Fadilah, who I have not met for 3 or so years? Yeah, actually, we met during the Mendaki workshop long ago. That was why I wasn't entirely sure if that was her. I did told Suhaili she might be Fadilah. Hahahaha, I'm getting long winded here.

So, we had some kind of talk in the morning and Mr Derrick showed us the Health product. Quite complicating at some point. We were then divided into groups. My group members consists of me and Suhaili, Diyana and Zulaihah from TKGS, Atira and Quraisha from Bedok South and this 4 other boys from some school. My trainer is Mr IsIs! (Smiles to myself. I guess some of you will know why. Heh. Or am I being too obvious?) Had icebreaking, discussed stuffs and blah. And we ended the whole thing at 4plus?

Friday wasn't much of a difference. Except that the only members present were me, Suhaili, Zulaihah and Diyana. 2 other joined our group, Bad and Sakinah from Woodlands Ring. (I didn't get the chance to ask them why they were in our grp only in the second and third day.)

Saturday, Atira, Quraishah, Bad, Sakinah, Suhaili and I turned up for the session. We were supposed to take down notes. I don't know if anyone else did, but I did.

But not for long.

Same thing, we had group discussion, blah blah, except that now, I have a much much more clearer understanding of how this Network Telemarketing goes. And the payment distribution, which is EXTREMELY FASCINATING, by the way. LOL. Really, I'm so fascinated that I described the whole thing to my brother, who in turn got fascinated by it! (:

Mr IsIs said that at nine that night, we have to messaged him to confirm if we have any appointment. I was like 'So fast?' I didn't even know we can start. I'm not even sure if I want to be in it! So then, Suhaili and I had to ponder around it, whether we should continue or quit. My dad din't even support it, since he's supposingly my frist customer! Haha, in the end, I didn't even tell Mr IsIs whether I have made any appointment because I didn't, and I can't bear to disappoint someone who worked hard, have been friendly and nice and of course, cute.

So, we're back to Square 1.

2006-11-25T12:07:00.001+08:00

It was wet, the stairs were
slippery.
She slipped and he grabbed her
hand,
he didn't let go after that.

2006-11-25T11:57:00.000+08:00

Woah, applied for 12, went for 5. 3 are hopeful. :) I don't mind the three!

I mean, what's better than to sell ice-cream or make coffees at Fullerton to cute Ang Moh boys?

Or, just by going training without even starting work but getting commission already?

Or getting weekly paid instead of monthly?

I LIKE! <3!

2006-11-25T11:45:00.000+08:00

Sorry.

Anyway, Vivo on Monday, 13th NOV was a huge blast, I love it!

Went with Cindy, Luoling, Yanwen, Jestina, MingXuan, Cara, Shermaine, Peixin and Yanbin!

Played in the ankle-high wading pool, and got really wet! As though we were in the swimming pool. Haha. (:

Played this arcade game, which requires you to drive a bumper car and bump other players off a high building. It was a noisy game. Besides the fact that there is not much sound coming off from the machine, Yanwen was screaming her head off. It was so hilarious, Luoling, Cindy and I couldn't hold back our laughter.

Tralalala, ooh, bought presents for Zhangying, Jestina and Luoling at Vivo.

Went to NCC chalet later. Couldn't help feeling weird once we reached there. However, was kinda okay after that. Took the last 1015 shuttle bus back to Pasir Ris MRT. Gordon told some ahem, very interesting gossip. Oh my, he's such a Gossip King.

2006-10-30T21:28:00.000+08:00

We, the members of the Boring Society,
pledge ourselves to be boring till forever (and ever),
Regardless of race, language or religion,
we will bore everyone with insanity,
and impress them with our stupidity!
So as to achieve a stupid and boring place.
Be boring with us, everyone!

Okay last line was in a rush so it doesn't really make sense.
Anyway, currently, there's only me, Luoling and Mas in the club. Haha.

Malay paper was ohkay.

Chemistry practical tomorrow! <3!

CALL ME! How's tomorrow?

2006-10-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

Every step I take,
Every move I make.
Every single day,
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you.
- Puff Daddy and Faith's I'll be missing you

I have been studying for the past days. Rah, I know this makes you people panic! Haha.

Okay anyway, Dai Di/ Big 2 (?) and card games have been a fav among us now. Yes, when the O are coming. It rocks the hell out of me.

Anyway, thanks Mas for the tips!

And you too, for the endless tips and all the ways you've tried to help but as you'ved said, time doesn't permit you to.

2006-10-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

(Selamat Hari Raya!) Yesterday was Hari Raya. So is today. But today's not like yesterday. cause we forgot yesterday's day is not today.

And he who understood my 'I'm busy right now. We'll talk later.' as 'You did something wrong. Figure it out and apologize to me later.', makes everything fi-ine.

Okay, I've got to go. I'm busy right now. We'll talk later.

2006-10-07T16:03:00.000+08:00

I still think that Sylvester is cute leh.

Anyway, I was sulking during Chemistry tuition just now, cause everyone was talking about how they didn't know where to go for before their results for O come out.

"Eh, I've got a 10 for prelim, I'm not sure if I want to go to JC. I don't have an ambition."

"Really? Beause guess what, I've got 34 for prelim and i'm planning to go AJC."

I've learnt that, apparently, it's no more a '3-month JC' but a '6 weeks JC', since our results are going to come out earlier than the previous year.

Yes, that's all.

written and edited by
she-who-shall-not-be-named

2006-10-01T15:36:00.000+08:00

A big "THANK YOU" to Anis and Sarah because both of you just had to tag me.

#01. single , taken or crushing ?
I am definitely crushing on Johnny Depp/ Daniel radcliffe. <3

#02. are you happy with your life now ?
I'm not fat enough.

#03. when you meet the right person , do you fall in love with him fast ?
Faster than you can say Supercalifragilesticespiladiocious.

#04. have you ever have your heartbroken ?
Literally? Hahahahha. We'll just have to wait for Harry Potter 5th movie. Sobs.

#05. do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
Once, I loved my computer, I vowed never to leave it, but I did. So is that acceptable cheating?

.#06. would you take someone back if he cheats on you ?
Yes, after I slapped him in the first face, kicked him in the groin and stabbed him in the back. Will he still want me?

#07. have you talk about marriage with another before?
Erm, I can't remember, I have a memory span of 5 secs.

#08. do you want children ?
Babies are cute, children are adorable.

#09. how many ?
2, I think.

#10. would you consider adoption?
Depends on the situation. Will they want me as their mother?

#11. if someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings ?
Step by step. (heart to heart, left right left. Okay, this is lame.)

#12. do you enjoy getting into relationship ?
I enjoy eating chocolates. :)

#13. Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex-bf did?
I could eat a whole bar myself.

#14. do you believe in love at first sight ?
Unfortunately, yes.

#15. are you romantic ?
Hopelessly.

#16. do you believe you can change someone ?
If I could, my mum will be loving chocolates by now.

#17. if you could get married somewhere , where would it be?
I will definitely get married. Maybe at Paris? Hahahahah, wishful thinking.

#18. do you easily give in when you are fighting ?
Not when I'm feeling stubborn or in a more opstimistic word, determine.

#19. do you have feelings for someone now ?
Have I ever mention that I'm crushing on Daniel Radcliffe and Johnny Depp?

#20. do you wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up ?
Me, mess it up?

#21. have you ever broken a heart ?
Besides my computer, guess not.

#22. if one day your bestfriend fall in love with the guy you deeply in love with , what would you do ?
Does she know I am in love him with him? If she does, I will scream in her ear "I TOLD YOU SO!"

#23. are you missing someone now ?
Very.

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogswrite down their names in the lists below.tag them in their blog to let them know

1) CINDY YEO!
2) JASMINE LIAO!
3) LUOLING!
4) NADIRA!

See, I'm such a nice person. I only tagged four of them. Heh.

2006-09-22T19:38:00.000+08:00

Cause God forbids, and the world shakes his head.

I met Nad and Su at AMK MRT and we headed to Wdls library to discuss our project.
Su gathered her courage to confess! But she did not have to worry cause Nad and I felt the same way too! That was the weirdest and most random thing but yeah, it's great to get it out. Oh, and thanks guys for having my back, on Dance and the whole friend support thing. I can't say it here though.

I welcomed the great results with wide arms.

I failed combined humans. by one mark. I got 24/50 for my love, Geography. As pathetic as ever, but I improved! As long as you compare it to the one-digit mark I got for almost all my Geography tests. As for Social Studies, it wasn't up to my expectations. It was on the boderline. Oh well, that's for not bringing home my secondary 3 textbook, so I much forgot about the Tamil Tigers.

I was okay with my low Amaths results. I mean I can't expect an A or even a B all of the sudden.
Emaths paper 2 was totally a big disappointment, I want to stab myself.

I was, still am disappointed with my malay results. Although I did not expect good grades because I buzzed my way through the paper, I didn't expect it to be that disastrous either.

Biology paper 2 was fucked up. Biology 1 was such an easy paper, but I got 24 out of 40, and found at least ten careless mistakes. Oh, this can't happen. I'm alreay making careless mistakes in Maths, I can't afford making them in Biology too!

Sometimes, I wonder if I can have a little bit more self-confidence.
Sometimes, I wonder if I can make it to JC.
Sometimes, I wonder what I want to be when I grow.
Sometimes, I wonder, but I can never decide.

I may want to be an Ustadzah when I grow up! InsyaAllah.

2006-09-16T16:53:00.000+08:00

PRELIMS's OVER! YES!

Okay then. I just got back from tuition and found it weird that I'm not going out to study straight after that. Haha, cause that's what I have been doing for the past one month.

Yesterday, for the first time in my 16 years of life, I went to KBox! Haha! I felt weird, it was scary at first. Really, but then it was okay soon after. Went with Mingxuan and Jestina. Then Cindy came in later, followed by Yanwen and Jocelyn much much later. Loads of photos but not going to upload, cause i am lazy. And I forgot to take photo with Jest and Joyce! Ragr, we booked in at 2.30pm and booked out at 7.30pm! Heh, and I thought 5 hours was too long! But we didn't manage to sing all the songs selected. Anyway, it was heaps heaps of fun! Nyehehhehe!

Okay, I'm typing all this is a rush. And I still have to study for 3 tests tomorrow for religion class. Bahh, and my brother's not picking up his vibrating handphone which is making vibrat-y sounds and it's irritating.

Ohh, and thanks to Yanwan for the chocolate marsmallows! Lovely!

2006-09-06T15:19:00.000+08:00

Just a little note, the gift above is from the Sec 3s! (:

2006-09-06T14:36:00.000+08:00

Hello. Here's a quick update.

Holiday's here but I'm not really into the holiday mood. And everytime I yeah-ed thinking that prelims going to be over soon, I will be reminded of the Monster O.

Anywaays, watched The Devils Wear Prada on Monday. BIG DISAPPOINTMENT. The ending is different from the book. The movie made Miranda sounds, or looks nice and not that heartless. In some way, she helped Andy get her job as a journalist.

Blah and blah. Sorry to Cindy because I didn't want to go watch their SSC POP.

Oh well, I want to go Marina Square this Saturday. There's this Breakdance Final competition. But I feel kinda lazy too. Hahaha.

That's all. (As quoted by Miranda Priestly of The Devil Wears Prada)

2006-08-13T19:57:00.000+08:00

Got a B3 with distinction for Malay O. Shucks, if it was only a few marks away from an A, I will definitely strangle myself!

Congrats to all As peeps, you smarty-ass!

And one of my prayer was answered, for I was praying she would get an A! I'm talking about the girl who talks to papers and staplers. Yes, Congrats Mas!

Anyway, it would have been nice if someone does the same for me too. Oh yeah they did! Su and Nad, thanks so much for your well-wishing and prayers! (:

2006-08-06T15:55:00.000+08:00

There's more, and you didn't know.

Yesterday was great! Had tuition till 2.30pm, rushed down to school, to help the malay dancers. Shucks, kinda miss the feeling, you know. When I reached AMK, I thought of going MFPS carnival but Cindy said it was over, dang. So walked to school, helped abit here and there. Took a cab to AMK central. It happened that the cab driver's son goes to AMKSS! In sec 3, NCC Air! LOL! He was saying about the parade on today.

Had our food at central. They provided us with O.R fillet burger and drink. Watched them practice. And I had this teeny weeny tense of jealousy. Ergh, like being deprived from something I like to do?

Malay dancers, I think you did very well! Remarkably well for being able to put up that performance in such a short period of time. After all, you can't expect it to be perfect when you had only 2 practices so far, and that the formation was done that morning. :) I envy all of you. Heh.

I finally got my hands on The Devil Wears Prada! YEEAAHH!

Today, I missed school as I wanted to attend madrasah instead. Was hilarious! During recess, as usual, we bought Nasi Lemak to eat. While eating, two feline actually went round to find food. At first, the others became the victims and they had to carry their food away. Then, one of them slowly moved towards us. Nadira kept pulling her food away, but the cat got to put his mouth on her egg! And I think it sniffed her drink too! So kecoh till Nad spilled her drink! In the end, we didn't finish our food because our appetite was gone.

Later, we stood in the middle of the walkway while waiting for the bell to ring. One of the cat, I think it was the same one which sniffed Nad's food. Well, it suddenly dashed past us and when I said dashed, I really meant charged towards us. For no apparent reason. Nad is known for her phobia of cats. She kept jumping, or it was more of stamping of her feet. Luckily, we got out of the way in time.

Ooh, sorry Mingxuan, can't make it to library today with the rest. Sorry Mas, I can't go cycling today and escape next Thursday!

That's all folks.

XXX,
Haz

2006-08-05T00:12:00.000+08:00

edited*

Sorry.

It's nothing special, unlike the one shown on tv. :P. What a disappointment.

Haha, green sector for NDP.

The cake Ms tay gave.

Me!

Fooling around.

From the SEC 3! THANKS. (:

To them from me and yanwen.

29JULY.

US

Yanwen

Cindy

Mas

PINK BALL!

Final score.- Mas won. Hers is the centre one.

APPLE STRUDEL!

The dice we bought! Mine's green. Pink's Yanwen, orange's Cindy. Or you could have guess already.

I wanted to bite her because she won me. LOL.

At the theatre. Nice. Lighting was too bright.

Part B Cadet Shawn. CUTE!

2006-08-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

HEY!

That is so sucky. What the hell? I mean, I tried and I did. Though it wasn't obvious but I did, alright. I was thinking of sending a message to them to thank for representing and that they had done well. I really did. After reading that, I think that O and P has to think of some who did it. It's not fair to them. And what the hell, it was so embarassing when everyone else did except for us. That's why I wanted to do it during the questions part but only a few did, and when I said few I meant 3 to 4 only. I know how it feels, cause I feel embarrased even if i'm not standing up there. And then they are those. You know, that type, when't there's so much to say, but nothing. So, what's the use? On the other hand, you can't blame her and her alone. She did try to. It's the others who did not want to. While some are supportive, most do not, don't ask why. And don't judge us as a whole.

I realised that I've never invite anyone to come support. I didn't think they will. And the other time, I did ask. Realising that something was on, R quickly used it, I felt real hurt. Like, didn't even tried to find ways. Mine was at the other part of that day. Oh, never mind. That isn how I realised the importance. I went for this. And I'm going for that. And tomorrow, I'm going too.

So, it's not as if I can't do it. What the fuck. You didn't and you are so confident you can do it in the end. I know it cause you were discussing about the year after.

The only reason why I chose you was because I think that you will do a great job. Better than K, you know. Although the others gave all sort of reasons, I still think that you can carry out the job. Please, if K is that strong, why did K make that decision? It was because K couldn't stand it. K said so. So stop saying that I don't care. Stop making me feel as if I make you feel pressured.

I don't feel the same way because of something I've heard. No security, I can't live with that. Maybe there is still a slight feeling but not as major.

Oh, that time F said she would go but in the end, at the extremely last minute she said she wasn't. Said M don't let? But F has been home late before?

That's why I don't expect much. But I would continue asking because I know it feels nice to be asked.

I hate it that some people have so much time but I'm not sure if it's been used well. I can't even find time to study even if I want to. Right now, I definitely want to.

No wonder Jest said I looked depressed. Forgive me people. Random stuffs that have been in my head and I need to get it out. Each paragraph is of different events. There is no link from one stanza to another.

Ergh, I badly need to talk to you!

2006-08-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

CIP last Friday was a great heaps of fun! Though we were really aching after that.
I was grouped with Nathaniel and Raynor. Haha, made them asked the people. That was at 207, because the houses are facing each other, so we can only ask 2 houses at a time. When we sent the collected items to 205, Cindy's group had finished two blocks! What the hell!

At 208, we had to spread out, I learnt how to say old newspaper in Chinese! Though it wasn't clear! Haha, Raynor taught me. LOL. There was a lady who gave us old umbrellas cause it was raining that time. Heh, so thoughtful.

My dad got 4 tickets to the NDP preview last Saturday! Too bad, I already had plans. Was a big sacrficial on my part. Irfan took my place. GRR..

So then, erm, was late meeting Cindy. Cause we planned to meet at J8 at 1pm, then changed to 1.30pm then it was dragged to 2pm. I was already late when I reached interchange but Yanwen still had not gone out of her house yet! LOL, wait and wait. I have to do the waiting most of the time?

Then met Sarah <3>

Bought dice keychain and hp keychain at Ice Lemon Tee. Waited for Mas then took neoprint. (:
Ooh, saw my other cousin, Nabilah! Hahahahahah! So weird. Power la. Sorry, couldn't take neoprint with you that time. Next time, ya? (:

Rushed to Grassroots CLub for a game of BOWLING! Was leading by one point, but in the end Mas beat me! WAAAAA! Hahaha.

Studied there abit.

Around 45 minutes before we have to be seated for Luoling's Chinese orchestra concert, we decided to get flowers for her. Went to Mas' old house. Erm, near Anderson Secondary. Alas, no florist there! So we bought for her the Hamtaro's friend stuffedtoy instead! (:

Overall, the concert was great. I like the last two pieces. And the guy mad me laugh heaps! Once, Mas caught Luoling trying not to laugh. Another time, we caught her glaring at him! HAHAHHA! funny!

Ah, I love Apple Strudels from Polar. Better if the crust was crispier. Photos next time, ya. I lazy. Hahahaha!

2006-07-23T17:09:00.000+08:00

What's wrong with 'Happiness is being satisfied with what you have.'?

I love my religion class classroom! It's so spacey and we have a big table compared to that pathetic table thingy which is attached to the chair. But I DO want to get that second row corner table cause that's where I sat on my first day, and I love it. Too bad, it was already taken when we went in.

Haha, I realised that my my madrasah clique made alot of sacrifices. Don't you think so, Nad and Su? Like that time when we... and the other time we had to..

My photos are in the laptop so I can't upload. Yes, another excuse not to!(:

2006-07-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

I hate it when they did that to make you feel as if you are worng but you only tried to do the right thing. And I thought I would have more freedom but nooo.

Ohh, my tuition friend, Liyana is a friend of Cindy! Wahahha. She's from NCC. So shiok. (:

2006-07-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

I so pity the girl who once forgot to wear her bra in Secondary one.

2006-07-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you get pretty tired of trying to do the right thing by thinking of ways for them not to get in trouble and you ended up getting mocked at. It's even more sick if the ones who you were trying to help mocked you.

2006-07-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

Ah, he told me not to be such a doofus, and I took it seriously. (!) I told him I'm not the one being one around here, and I really DO mean it.

2006-07-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

hazwani's lame-ass excuse to break up:

"I was really just in love with your pants the whole time"

'What" is your lame-ass excuse to break up?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Went to Bugis after school today. Ate Laksa (Yummy!) there. With Mas, Luoling and Erinna. The Erin had to go library, then back home because her grandma called her.

Walked around Bugis Junction, then Bugis Village to find presents for my grandma. She's freaking lucky ah! I like, love all the stuffs I bought for her! (: Hmph.

Tuition, home.

Oh yes, I have Chemistry tuition every Tuesday! (: People there are smart! I'm the not-smart-at-all.

2006-07-08T16:04:00.000+08:00

It all went well, and suddenly the line '5 more Mondays' popped up from nowhere. Oh damn, I need to get back to work.

Yesterday's Awards' Night was alright. thanks Jestina, for waiting for me. (:
David for the M&Ms and sweets! (:
Reached at 5pm, blah blah.
Waited for million years and finally, yeah, my turn! hahahha, that's for being the back, or should I say last, row awardees.

Oh and at that foyer I was surronded by these hmm, kecoh people, who was fascinated by the my plaque and the cameraman. I said the word 'Embarassing..' 35 times too loud. Ergh, it was embarrasing!

2006-07-03T03:15:00.000+08:00

It's like 3 years and 6 months and half a day, it's all over.
The time when we threw barret happened for a split second, I didn't had time to really feel it.
And now the Part Cs are NCOs and parade will now be commanded by Ren Jie.
But shucks, I love my part lar, they're still the best. We, NCOs of 2005-2006. (:

Senior Zong Xing actually came! Freaking touched alright.
Yijun showed us a video she made from photos since we were Part A which was 3 years, 6 months and half a day ago. Extremely moved. Sofiah and I held back our tears.

Yanwen and I did a last minute thingy for the NCOs and it wasn't finish. We thought of it like on Friday night around 10.30pm! haha, I was late home that night by the way. Cause had rehersal, then dinner, then we met Luoling and her sis at central! Hehe!

So anyway, everyone was given a gift as appreciation. And there was this small bottle of saga seeds which was so cute! Haha.

Then Sir Desmond Tong presented us with this extremely beautiful cake which none of wanted to cut. It was from Ms Tay! She's so sweet! The cake has our photo, NCOs plus Part C as a layer of icing on top! Our photo leh! Each of us took our own cake with own photo to eat. Heh!

Went J8 with Cindy, Luoling, Yanwen and Cindy's invited friends, Matthew and Joseph.
Took neoprint! First in 45957574348 months. Ate at LJS.

After that, went to the swing (haha!) to play. Sat at the bustop while waiting for our turn to swing. Saw Senior Katat and Yongkai inside the bus. Apparently, Katat and Cindy have the same phone. LOL.

Swing-ed. Climb-ed. Weird.
HOME.

A special thanks to dearest Seniors, especially part sergeants, Senior ZongXing, Sir Izuan and Senior Yusni. (:
A big thanks to my NCOS. (:
Thanks peeps for coming as guests!

Alooooooooooooooooooooooooot of photos, so next time, yeah.

XXX,
Haz

2006-06-24T17:14:00.000+08:00

I love my mum!
Gave her the cake and presents!

The cake does not taste as pretty as it looks.

2006-06-24T16:35:00.000+08:00

Wednesday

Was reminded of the Maths consultation just the night before. Was extremely last minute but I decided to go!
Since our maths past exam papers were totally not touched, I've decided to do it before going off to school. Yeap, me and Yanwen had our breakfast at Mac @ 7.30am! Consultation was oh-kay. Erm, not alot of peeps turned up for it.

Thursday

Extremely motivated to study, Yanwen and I met at Mac @ 7.30am but it was crowded and noisy so we tried BK. Haha, it opens at 8am so we did our Chemistry past exam paper outside! Anyway, BK is really great for studying! We did alot of questions in the paper and we didn't get distracted much because there weren't alot of people. Food's great. At 9.30am, we left for Chemistry Consultation. Mr Soh explained all the questions and stuffs. I love Chemistry! (:

Met Joyce and Luoling at central Mac because they wanted to discuss the presents for cadets.

Friday

Thought of going maths consultation but in the end, Yanwen and I stayed at BK from 8am to 11am! Haha, had breakfast at LJS before going back to BK to do more studying! Geat atmosphere in the morning but it got noisier in the afternoon. Couldn't concentrate with that noise so we went to AMK to see JingXian and the rest of the Spec course people while they were having their Flag Day.

FLAG Day leh! During Spec Course! And their camp's only 2 days 1 night! What the hell!

AMK library next to do more maths. Tried out the keychain thingy for the cadets.

Saw dear Mas, heh.

Met my dad at Yishun Interchange. Went around to search for my mummy's birthday! Yeah! (:

2006-06-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

hazwani --
[noun]:

A person who laughs at anything (even this entry)

'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

2006-06-20T20:01:00.000+08:00

Saturday.

I didn't know why but it was a grea-at day! (:
We just danced our hearts out or as Aini would have out it, danced our butts out. Heh.
We didn't dare have any hopes. I guess we didn't want to get hurt like previously.
Rah, so happy happy. Everyone's happy, and I'm happy!

Sunday.

Had my CIP at SWAMI home. Was quite great! Thanks Luoling for coming! Met Shermaine, Mingxuan and Zhangying at the bustop near SBW shopping centre.

Went there. Wooh, lots and lots of peeps. Had to find Janine first. We were assigned to groups. We were with some Rivervale guys and St. John's peeps. Then we had briefing on the wheelchair stuffs. HEAVY! Especially going down the slopes. Cause we have to go down backwards. Luckily, when I was with my Makcik, I managed to do it! Heh. She's malay so I was able to understand her. Erm, abit because she's suffering from dementia. Kasihan tau! I was partnered with Zhangying by the way. Haha, she's really good, cutting up the food to small pieces.

After the whole thing, we had group discussion and Luoling had to go halfway! Heh, Jasmine, you know why. LOL, Luoling, cheerie uppie okiee.

Free time! Walked around with Luoling, Mojo, Sher and ZY. (Sorry, lazy to type their whole name.) Then, ZY had to go off. The four of us bought ourselves the PassItOn cards from Janine's stall. I think they're really nice. The cards, I mean.

Went to Giant for awhile. HOME.

Monday.

Nabilah and Irfan came to our house. At 0730. And they were the reason I woke up early! Haha, but I kept falling asleep. Around 4.15pm, we went down to play. Hahahaha, so budak budak. Went down to play! HAHAHAH. Okay, anyway, we played ALIBOM! Wahahahahahhaha, the name's hilarious. I didn't know how to play at first. Yeay, but it was tons of fun!

Today.

Nabilah and Irfan came to our house again. Didn't get to play down. Cause stupid fat Pumba wanted to play with his friends and my mum didn't want him to. Everytime when it was time for family outing, he didn't want to follow. Now, he wants to go out with his friends. Of course, my mum didn't let him. Good ah. Who asked him to be so stupid.

Me and Nabilah went to SunPlaza. Walked around, see clothes, earrings and stuffs. Hahaha. Then had to get my mum some stuffs for dinner. I bought Black Forest cake for Fathers' Day like, finally.

2006-06-16T19:10:00.000+08:00

Woah, I took great pain to type all this down and the page just closed itself. Fortunately, it came back when I clicked the 'Recover Post'.
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Now my template code's weird. I'm going to change my font to extra extra small, so that readers will have to squint their eyes till they pop in! HAHAHA, evil. I received the Lipsmacker for Farhana's present. Wooh, relieved. I thought I was cheated cause she never answer my mail. So hers will be Berry Jelly Donut, and mine's Party Berry! (:

Tired, it has been days of dance practices. Rah, and tomorrow's the day. The BIG day, and I want to make believe that it's still a month away.

What? Oh, them.
Don't know, don't think they care. They never did. Maybe at times, one or two of them. But not the rest. That's why I never ask.

Joakim and Hady got in the SI. It's weird but I really do want Roslan and Jay. They CAN sing. Lalala, and when Joakim sang I can only hear the 'Gig' and 'Pink' part. Wait, actually, I didn't. In the beginning I thought it was 'Geek' and 'Pig'. Seriously, and there I was wondering why they permit this type of song.

Oooh, oooh. and Project Runway, I really really really want err, that guy who didn't make it! How can they do this! Shucks!

I've tried studying SS, but don't think I can ever make it. So stop, and Chemistry will be the next victim. (:

On a brighter note, I'm going moooooooooviiie again next week. Yeay. I felt bad for declining lar.

The pizza delivery man is here, gotta munch. Selamat!

2006-06-13T21:55:00.000+08:00

CBOX is not working and so am I.

2006-06-13T16:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterday morning was a drat.
Was late to school, reached at 10.05am,
but was the first to reach.
At ard 10.30am, found out that practice was cancelled due to soem circumstances.
Bah!
Watched the Part C took their proficiency test for awhile, headed home.

In the evening, ate dinner, at Cafe Vienna in Royal Plaza.
Great food as usual, and I was lucky they were serving sushi! (:
And there's chocolate fountain where you can dip the marshmellow! (:
Heh. Food, food.

Today, danced. Great.
Studying SS now. It's shit.

2006-06-10T21:14:00.000+08:00

WARNING: HEAVY IMAGES. Random photos cause I read my previous posts and there were alot of 'Photos next time' or 'Will upload photos soon'. Heh.

130306- Sungei Buloh

270506- Dumpling Festival at AMKCC.

110506- Orchard to meet my buyer!

080606- Last Training!

We played ACID RIVER! We have to cross the 'river' but cannot set foot on the ground. Only a paper is given to each.

The cadets.

Guess what we smart NCOS did.

Credits to Luoling's err, boot. I think it was Ben's idea.
TADAH.

Can you see the difference? Guess who own the different one.

Jasmine's tied up hair! Luoling and Erin used clips to make a straight line. Haha.

With madrasah peeps, Nad and Su! Love them!

Last but not at all least, Izwan!

More photos but next time, ah. Haha.

XXX<

Haz

2006-06-10T21:08:00.000+08:00

England's playing and I want them to win.

My dad and bro are mad. Totally. Subscribed 4 different channels which broadcasted World Cup. Isn't one enough?

2006-06-07T21:51:00.000+08:00

Watched She's The Man @ 330pm!
Rocks!
Farhana had to rushed all the way
Cause she had cheerleading training.
Suz had lessons but it ended at 1230pm.

But glad they could make it. (:

Headed home after that because we had nowhere to go!

Thanks Suz for the ticket treat and Farah for the popcorn and drinks (?)! (:
And I only contributed potato chips. How pathethic. Boo.

2006-06-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

Breakfast with family @ Vista Point. It was around 9plus?

Caught X-MEN 3 @ 10.40AM.

Was a great movie, I think.
I'm just so not interested when it comes to people dying- mutants or non-mutants.
And my bro was pissed off at me cause I couldn't keep up with the movie. :P

Orchard Country Club.
Played 5 rounds of games of bowling.
Each game was better than the next, for me.
My fingers ached.

Walked around Anchorpoint.
IKEA.
Bought stuffs.
I didn't. :(
Actually found alot which I love,
but I still want to find my cupboard first.

Dinner at Serangoon Garden.
(Opposite Chomp Chomp!
LOL, wrote it here cause I love the name.
I mean, CHOMP CHOMP! Isn't it er, cute? )

HOME. (:

Going library tomorrow to study!

Sorry. It's not that I couldn't, I didn't want to. Actually, I never want to.

Lazy to upload photos. Come, boo me.

2006-06-03T15:55:00.000+08:00

I've heard this life was overrated
But i hope that it gets better as we go
- 3 Doors Down's Here Without You

Dance Dance Revolution? Haha, was damn tiring. But, practice makes perfect so I'm going to do it again! LOL.

And what's the point of wearing cap, at night?

Januari brings memory. WAAHHAHHHAA.
Why are the photos you took better?! Bleaugh! (: